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Saturday, September 15, 2012

Busy........procrastinating

Almost a month since I last posted anything. Got a few drafts of posts about food places and very cui food pictures but not yet ready. I shall compile, one fine day, then publish as one uber long and overwhelming post.

School. But not exactly heavy workload. I can handle it. And I am slacking quite a bit throughout the week so I wouldn't say that I am stressed about tt. The sources of my stress now and then is 1) when I come to the realisation of all the stuff that I should have started on/done, 2) when I wake up from random loooooonnnnnggggg naps (maybe they shouldn't be called naps) and feel damn angry with myself thinking about the stuff I could have accomplished in that same amount of time, 3) when I experience (1) or (2) and end up using a "Since I've done it, I should just continue down the road of destruction and despair" philosophy with the rest of my day and at the end of it, feel even angrier with myself. =-= Really boils down to my procrastination.

While procrastinating (like now), I feel happy until I feel pangs of (1) then the regret kicks in and then (3) and I go back to my procrastinating state =( what is this?!


That was just a random video I took at Changi Airport Terminal 1. To make this post less dull.
Its an art installation called "Kinetic Rain". I couldn't help but wonder what the code written for this is like.

Watched 2 more episodes of '49 days' as I figured that that would at least make it more worthwhile then watching and rewatching youtube MVs. That has become a habit for this year. I go online thinking I need to do some research or check my email and go onto youtube as well just to enjoy some music while I work. But I always end up watching the MVs that I have watched before - procrastination level 100.

'49 days' is just getting better and better. Everytime that awesome song plays in the background, I cry a bucket of tears T.T because the plot is so heart-wrenching at that point in time and the soulful melody and sad lyrics just pushes me off the cliff into my own ocean of tears. Now at the end of episode 10, we are left hanging with Jihyun wanting to give up the remaining of her 49days (around 28 days left I think) because she sees no hope and then suddenly she "magically" obtains a pure tear from someone who 100% truly madly deeply loves her. The audience is made to think its Hankang since the scene right before was focused on him. But I'd like to think it was someone else, as Hankang is a super possible candidate for the 3 tears mission and I would like to see Jihyun clear those harder targets first so that the last days would be more of a breeze. Bitter before sweet. But then again, seeing how dense Jihyun is, I think she might not know how to make Hankang's tears appear >.< *slaps forehead*

Ok, there. I feel much better ranting to a computer about my own procrastination while doing the act itself. What a hypocrite. And I feel even much better gushing about '49 days' to my computer =D I need to get back to work. Soon, heh heh.