actually over for quite a few days le. right aft exams went off to work. n i realise that aft exam din even blog until now. mummy oso. damn weird. we like to do procrastinating stuff when its the exams. like sorta stress relief or sth i guess.
about exams, as alwaes, not confident, not happie abt some super damn obvs mistakes i made T^T but definitely WISH FOR ALL THE BEST, like 99% of the students out there. the 1% belongs to those with personal reasons like to get back at their parents or sth? O.o duno. or mebe they r too sick of seeing As n they wan a collection of all the grades. =.= the latter is just sick. feel the saddest abt computing. why do i only realise aft the exam all the time T.T n i heard quite a few ppl say that its ok, when i found it challenging. *cries into pillow* T^T i dunwan to let my tcher down (like he cares. n like he noes who i m -.-)
ok joking haha i dun cry for exams so long aft they've occurred. ive only cried RIGHT AFTER them ahahaha. think in total i cried twice b4? once was in pri sch. the first entrance(?) exam to the GEP thingy. cuz i din finish my paper, got so devastated, although i noes its not my sch results n i oso not desperate to get into GEP. it was my very first time that i cldnt finish a paper i think. then second time was aft practical in JC. stoopid la that one. cuz i cldnt finish n just scribbled and the WORST: i din realise that it was the REAL thing. wad do u call it agn? erm SPA rite...yea stoopid. only realised aft the whole thing can. then buay tahan i tot i lost how many marks started crying, then nic broke it down for mi n told mi i at most oso lost like 2.5% or sth. then i immed stop and started to like "WTH chey so little. waste my tears."
but anw, i like all my tchers this sem leh. they're nice ppl. even the econs tcher. despite her lack of ability in teaching. at least she's willing to explain, as much as sometimes i still dun get it. but still must give credit to her for attempting to do so. n i love computing the most!! not the tcher, but the subject. duno why...tot ill like physics. but at some parts, made mi so confused that i started to get sick of it. CANNOT! WAKE UP! these 4yrs are all physics related. i cannot just start hating it.
work. haiz. now working for like hmm 5 days straight le. although still betta than my fren who has done 7days straight...but sian la. not that its like totally free period or wad now. still a plentiful amt of ppl to attend to. work of cuz is nvr ending de. as long as u look for it, theres alwaes sth to be done. just that some ppl choose to ignore it =.= n todae cham sia. went back to work when im not getting paid double for it unlike the others. stoopid mi. but no choice. they said they really need ppl, make mi kelian them, WHEN ACTUALLY THERE ISNT SO MANY PPL arghz. at first say sunday dunwan work, then sat work. becum "half" day for both. "half" cuz its like work for ard 6/7 hrs. just 1 hr short of normal work hrs. n thing is, when there are lesser ppl, ill start finding the part 2 that we need to attach with the part 1 that we've just completed. n i dun get a break. the rest sometimes oso do that, but most of the time, while waiting for the crowd to come, they'll just sit ard la. thats why i hate myself. im really workaholic le. certified. i like to find stuff to do. cuz i get satisfaction frm seeing the pile of stuff decrease and all that. n i shld stop. cuz anw it doesnt do mi any good either. i get tired. n i have lesser to do, so next time no nid OT le no extra money. haha yeaps so ill start controlling myself now. to do things slower and rest when theres no queue, just like the others. im not doing anything wrong anyway. =D
relatives coming tmr. excited? sianed? i duno man. feelings are mixed up n i sorta no mood to think abt it either. haiz. slping on the floor for next one week. not that i hate it. its sometimes even more comfortable, at a lower height. now my bed is once i stand up, can almost hit the ceiling =.=
you betrayed my trust. now earn it back.
actions and words must fit. don't 口是心非 & be a hypocrite. or maybe you're just trying to show off.
people are scary. they backstab all the time and they 变脸 super fast. so be careful. don't be too friendly to anyone.
who can you trust? is there anyone out there worthy of your trust at all?
those that are true to you, well, you most likely hate them the most.
do unto others what you want others to do unto you. so be careful, you evil person.
about exams, as alwaes, not confident, not happie abt some super damn obvs mistakes i made T^T but definitely WISH FOR ALL THE BEST, like 99% of the students out there. the 1% belongs to those with personal reasons like to get back at their parents or sth? O.o duno. or mebe they r too sick of seeing As n they wan a collection of all the grades. =.= the latter is just sick. feel the saddest abt computing. why do i only realise aft the exam all the time T.T n i heard quite a few ppl say that its ok, when i found it challenging. *cries into pillow* T^T i dunwan to let my tcher down (like he cares. n like he noes who i m -.-)
ok joking haha i dun cry for exams so long aft they've occurred. ive only cried RIGHT AFTER them ahahaha. think in total i cried twice b4? once was in pri sch. the first entrance(?) exam to the GEP thingy. cuz i din finish my paper, got so devastated, although i noes its not my sch results n i oso not desperate to get into GEP. it was my very first time that i cldnt finish a paper i think. then second time was aft practical in JC. stoopid la that one. cuz i cldnt finish n just scribbled and the WORST: i din realise that it was the REAL thing. wad do u call it agn? erm SPA rite...yea stoopid. only realised aft the whole thing can. then buay tahan i tot i lost how many marks started crying, then nic broke it down for mi n told mi i at most oso lost like 2.5% or sth. then i immed stop and started to like "WTH chey so little. waste my tears."
but anw, i like all my tchers this sem leh. they're nice ppl. even the econs tcher. despite her lack of ability in teaching. at least she's willing to explain, as much as sometimes i still dun get it. but still must give credit to her for attempting to do so. n i love computing the most!! not the tcher, but the subject. duno why...tot ill like physics. but at some parts, made mi so confused that i started to get sick of it. CANNOT! WAKE UP! these 4yrs are all physics related. i cannot just start hating it.
work. haiz. now working for like hmm 5 days straight le. although still betta than my fren who has done 7days straight...but sian la. not that its like totally free period or wad now. still a plentiful amt of ppl to attend to. work of cuz is nvr ending de. as long as u look for it, theres alwaes sth to be done. just that some ppl choose to ignore it =.= n todae cham sia. went back to work when im not getting paid double for it unlike the others. stoopid mi. but no choice. they said they really need ppl, make mi kelian them, WHEN ACTUALLY THERE ISNT SO MANY PPL arghz. at first say sunday dunwan work, then sat work. becum "half" day for both. "half" cuz its like work for ard 6/7 hrs. just 1 hr short of normal work hrs. n thing is, when there are lesser ppl, ill start finding the part 2 that we need to attach with the part 1 that we've just completed. n i dun get a break. the rest sometimes oso do that, but most of the time, while waiting for the crowd to come, they'll just sit ard la. thats why i hate myself. im really workaholic le. certified. i like to find stuff to do. cuz i get satisfaction frm seeing the pile of stuff decrease and all that. n i shld stop. cuz anw it doesnt do mi any good either. i get tired. n i have lesser to do, so next time no nid OT le no extra money. haha yeaps so ill start controlling myself now. to do things slower and rest when theres no queue, just like the others. im not doing anything wrong anyway. =D
relatives coming tmr. excited? sianed? i duno man. feelings are mixed up n i sorta no mood to think abt it either. haiz. slping on the floor for next one week. not that i hate it. its sometimes even more comfortable, at a lower height. now my bed is once i stand up, can almost hit the ceiling =.=
you betrayed my trust. now earn it back.
actions and words must fit. don't 口是心非 & be a hypocrite. or maybe you're just trying to show off.
people are scary. they backstab all the time and they 变脸 super fast. so be careful. don't be too friendly to anyone.
who can you trust? is there anyone out there worthy of your trust at all?
those that are true to you, well, you most likely hate them the most.
do unto others what you want others to do unto you. so be careful, you evil person.
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